Low point today. Didn't want to get out of bed, move, do anything. Felt totally inadequate, resented the fact that everyone I know seems to have a better grip of careers and jobs than I do and was just desperate for something better.
I'm doing the best I can. Really, at this point if all I can gripe about is not having a better job or my own place, I'm doing OK. But perspective sometimes isn't enough. Sometimes you just want to know why- why you can't even seem to get started. Why you can't seem to catch a break and get anything better.
I am doing the best I can. But it's hard. Today, it's a little harder.
But hopefully, someday, it'll get easier.
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